Introduction

It takes alot of effort to create and maintain a blog when you are a person like me. I value privacy alot. YET.. my narcissism compels me to write about my life.. my thoughts.. and the crazy idea of sharing my inner most darkest secrets with total strangers seems so enticing. However, when maturity strikes me and a logical sense of security invades my brain.. It always ends up with the same old effect - an abandoned blog.

But this blog is different. I have created this blog in a very logical and mature state of mind and I have no intention of abandoning it. It's like I have finally become mature enough to emark on a more stable relationship.. yes.. with men... but also with blogs. They all operate based on the same rules anyway. Never reveal to much.. not in a short time. Keep it professional.. and it lasts. Get too personal... then you become so worried and insecure that you sabotage your own relationship thereby ending the passionate, revealing, crazy and titanic relationship. Yes.. Titanic is the best word for it. Too big.. too grand.. doomed to fail.

Well, with all that said... I guess.. and introduction is necessary. I am just your ordinary unversity undergrad.. with ordinary problems.. and yes... like many of you.. i am so so so incredibly self-centered that i have become inevitably depressed. Fortunately for me.. I have God in life. Yes... I am a religious person.. not out of choice really but out of necessity.. I need to survive!! And its always easy when you have God on your side.

Well. This blog... I intend to fill with all my sickening humour.. my sadness... my ultra complex philosophy and my encounters with godliness. Hopefully, it will be worth your read. ENJOY.