On me

A friend of mine told me that I should talk more about myself in my blog entries.. so that people can understand me more.. Here goes nothing...

Time to reveal some of my major flaws.. besides narcissism that is.. I have a tendency to stereotype people.. I also tend to keep a big big big distance from people because I can't seem to trust anyone... and most importantly... I become weak when I am in love... I become insecure.. posessive... dependent.. attention seeking... not my typical self.. My normal self is confident.. secure and narcissistic self .. but once I am in it.. I lose my self-confidence completely..

So.. if you like who I am now.. please be prepared to know that I am a very different person once I fall.

On my strengths.. I am really like a big kid.. I can't seem to hate anyone for long.. Even if you don't apologise.. I seem to come up with an excuse for you... yeah.. and forgive everything because I believe Jesus already paid your price on the cross. While some people may think that I am painfully frank.. I need to say that I am a very honest person... I never hide my feelings.. which makes me really politcally unacceptable..

I tend to have a pity on all small and pathetic things... and I seriously do love them.. but it's very different when it comes to real lovey dovey getting married kind of love.. I only fall in love with people who I admire and respect greatly...

I am also very temperamental and self centered.. please don't imagine that I am a nice person.. I am really not... have little or no expectations of me and we will last long as friends.. Please don't be fooled by my smiles that I am a nice person.. I AM NOT A NICE PERSON...

Okie.. that's it for now. =)