Some Random thoughts

I feel quite bad not having enough time for my friends.. I would really love to spend more time with all of you.. It is just that i have training.. and training makes me very tired... I tend to sleep alot during the day... to recover from my injuries.. yup... so... It's hard to go out you know.. even shopping requires stamina and energy.. but I am so tired from training I can hardly even shop as long as before... hehe.. sounds so serious...

The ideal social event for me now is sitting at a cafe and talking or watching a movie.. something that involves sitting still for hours.. Makes me feel more relaxed and rested.. =)

Nonetheless.. I still really really really wanna go swimming with Stella soon... It will be fun.. Might be very tired at training after playing too hard that day... but it's alright... If the koreans can train three times a day... so can I... Just need to insert one hour of nap time in between the trainings... and it should be ok...

Training at NTC is very intense... Used to have trainings there only once a week and I found it quite tiring already... Imagine training everyday there.. (except for saturdays)... might be quite draining... Anyways... It's really an honour... As Stella puts it.. how many people actually have daughters who can fight international competition? It's really a privilege...

Thus... we must always bear in mind that training with the national team is also a privilege.. Train hard and press on man... When I am too tired.. I always have God's grace to fall back on...

Just relax and go with the flow... Let God lead me... When I am feeling super sianz.. and less enthusiastic.. I just have to trust God and still continue going for training.. take it one step at a time... if I am really too tired or feeling sick... then just tell Mam lor... As long as I am present.. I have a chance to train to my max for that day...

Really hope I can go to Hongkong... Will be a great opportunity... Thanks God=)