Saturday, April 18, 2009

Miracles

Was waiting for training... Sitting near NTC observing the clouds (which can be quite dreamy and lazy act for all you stressed people out there)... But for me.. it was so amazing... Especially when I thought I could have become blind just a few days ago... sort of makes seeing mean so much more.. Thank God I am fine...

Just a few weeks back, my dad lost my dog when he brought the dog down for a early morning walk... My mum panicked and woke me up at 5AM to go down to look for the dog... I was very upset... It is not only once or twice but every single day.. that I wake up and feel so lucky I have such an adorable God-sent lying beside me...

I got up, washed my face and ran down to look for him... I shouted his name for a whole 15 minutes and just when I was about to give up... I decided to walk to the bottom of my flat and scream once more... Just one last time... (Bearing in mind that my dad has been searching for him for 1 entire hour prior to me)... And guess what? He responded to the last call.. My little God-sent came home by himself... All the way from Changi Village where he was lost... He had to cross two roads and climb one overhead bridge to get back safely... and He did... The greatest miracle of all... God responded almost instantly! I never had to pray or scream out for his help... He came long before I could even speak his name... Somehow, all I had to do was to feel enormous pain and he would come to my rescue... Amazing yah...

It all happened when I was at the brink of desperation.. Just a moment from crying desperately.. I literally felt my heart breaking... and at that moment... My loki came back to me...

The ironic thing is... the night before... and the morning after i grabbed loki back into my arms... I gained nothing new... But I felt so much richer... You could have asked me if I wanted one million dollars or Loki.. and my answer would have be a straight LOKI!!!

Realise how lucky I am...

Same thing regarding my eye injury.. the impact of the turning kick was so significant... my eye just went blank for awhile... and when it happened, the first thing I thought of was "Shit, no more Asian Martial Arts fair for me." Ironic yah? I should be worried about bigger things like not being able to see my loved ones anymore... Or be able to observe the beautiful sights of the world ever again...

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Clouds are such amazing phenomenon... How God creates beauty with simple water droplets... Such great beauty with such simple things...

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