Angel in disguise

Another production of my youth... =) dated 19/10/2006
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Angel in disguise

"Am i crazy? You said trust no one. I find it hardest to trust myself."

"You are not crazy. You are confused and young."

"But they say that i am crazy. What have to say about that."

"They do not understand you. At all. They do not know why you do the things you do. It disturbs them. They reason to themselves that if you are sane, that would make them insane. The thought of their own insanity makes them upset. They throw this notion of insanity upon your head to shun self-contempt."

"That is selfish and mean."

"It is only a means of survival."

"Am i a good person?"

"Tough question. It is hard to define if you are a good person or not if there is in fact no clear definition of goodness."

"Goodness is the absence of evil?"

"Not exactly. There are always things that are neither good nor bad. These things are neutral."

"Am i neutral?"

"No. It's bad to be neutral. Its better to be good or bad. Its better to live life taking a side rather than to sit on the fence. Remember, it doesn't matter if you are good or bad. Most imporantly, you must think that you are good. You will act according to what you think you are.""Yes. Hitler probably thought he was good too."

"Precisely. And for that last few years before his death, he was happy."

"It appears that you want me to be happy."

"Yes i do. I can't stand your sorrow. It kills me. But more than anything, i want you to grow, to learn."

"Am i crazy? Am i good?"

"What do you think?"

"I am not crazy and i am the best person on earth. I am an angel in disguise."