Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Living with myself

Wrote a couple of blog entries slamming that guy... went to bathe and when I got back.. I deleted them... I MUST never sink as low as he.. I must never do such things to the one I used to love...

For me.. loving someone.. or saying that you someone.. comes with a heavy responsibility... when you say that you love someone.. it's simply saying that you will always support him no matter how many times he screws up.. and you will never do anything to hurt him.. So though I can't remember how the feeling of loving him.. I think the least I can do is to protect his privacy by not sharing the things he told me with all of you... I mean... I know he did betray me but I don't have to sink to his level...

I need to know in my heart that I am a person who really knows how to love.. Yap.. so that's it for now.. hopefully I won't be tempted to bitch about him again.

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