Sunday, September 28, 2008

Almost had an undramatic death

Was boiling some water to make tea. Forgot to off the stove.. Went to the room and fell asleep with the dog... My parents came home 2 hours later and told me I forgot to off the stove.. Was momentarily shocked... I almost killed myself... I am afraid that people would imagine that its suicide... But its not... i am just forgetful... So if ever I died in such a 'suicide looking' way.. trust me.. I will never kill myself..

I've already been through so much.. what is this man? Peanuts... Don't be mistaken k.. I am not a softy... What does not kill you makes you stronger.. I am so much stronger now.

With that said, It is really a very uneventful way to die. I have imagined myself dying of a heartbreak, or perhaps being KOed to death... or perhaps... killed by oncoming traffic.. or by falling off the train tracks.. but this? To die from stove gas.. really too undramatic.. serious...

Feeling a little blur now.. Gas in my head I guess... Hope it won't cause anymore brain damage... Not very intelligent already... I hope for a more dramatic death... to put an end to my drama queen life...

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